i can’t sleep

been up for weeks

hittiing clubs

to my my feet. 

lots of dope

in my veins  

the techno beats  

drive me insane

this goes on

all night long  

dancing in the dark

to the same song  

i can’t quit

these things i do

another hit

and I’ll be cool

and now it’s last call

and i need a drink

its at this point  

i start to think

am i dead?

or even worse? 

still alive -  

but living cursed?